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So, in this journal I will complain, and bare my soul, and record memories, and inside jokes and all that shit. or sometimes I'll just be bored and feel like writing about my day. you may not understand it sometimes, but this is much more for me than for you lol. I have a bad memory and have to write things down all the time. one of my biggest fears is that I will, like, get alzheimers and not remember my life....because I love life and it would be the worst thing in the world to not remember all the good times, and all the love. though I suppose when we die there won't be any memory of it left anyways. isn't that a depressing thought? So I guess in a way this journal will immortalize me by holding my memory. nifty. and I like to put my feelings into words sometimes, too, just to sort them out if anything. It's just more cathartic to know that my friends can read my feelings and be there for me if I do need them. or at least be sensitive about certain things around me. and no lie, but I will probably not friend you on lj unless I want you to know all this shit. it's pertty personal sometimes. I rarely make my entries private--just for friends. Or at least not AS often... Also, I might have a few out there, unprotected in any way, but I forget and they probably aren't very important or personal. so have fun with it. I don't take it too seriously. and if I complain and you don't want to hear it, dont read it. I sometimes put warnings in the titles of the complainy ones so you'll know. so yay! I hate these fucking bios!!!!

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